Hey you guys I know this is post number seven but I need to talk

Hey guys I have something to say. It might not be a bubbly post but I started this blog not only to help others and share my passions but to express my feelings so as a way to help myself. I am terrible at expressing my feelings to a single person they never come off correctly and I always hurt them but speaking like this without the pressure of living up to someone else’s expectations. Lately I feel so lost and don’t get me wrong I found things humerus and I laugh or I post here because I enjoy talking to people and helping them yet my head is filled with this hazy fog that can’t seem to justify or comprehend the twisted swirls of thoughts it holds. It feels like its fuzzy as if I am on the border of reality and fantasy because I can’t even feel what it is like to care. Though it’s not that I don’t care I get upset and I feel pain and I don’t enjoy hurting others it is simply the fact that between strong emotions I don’t think about them instead my head feels foggy as if it can’t decide on one emotion and I can’t tell whether I wish to cry or just stop them all together. No i’m not suicidal for anyone that asks and no I don’t enjoy talking to people about my problems so I probably won’t go to a psychologist but writing helps, singing helps, drawing helps, and even school helps. Everyone has a bad day or a bad night and I know mine will always get better. However I appreciate anyone that takes the time to read this post and honestly if any of you ever need some advice or a set of unfamiliar ears to listen I’m here. So if you got this far in my little ramble session THANK YOU. Thank you so much I hope your night is the most amazing and wonderful and your days to come only brighter still.

-Ana

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Heya here is post number six

I’m just checking in to say hey real quick and give you guys an update of my day I figured it would be cool to see what I got for my DNA. Well worst case scenario I find it interesting and you just don’t read this post and skip on to the next one. Butttttttt if science is cool to you my sample is the first one on the right cell number five. hopefully you find it interesting if not i’m sorry lovelies i’ll check back in later.

-Ana

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Post number five is up and rocking

Good morning everyone <3. How did you sleep? I hope your all doing well. I figured I would come and say hey before classes this morning. What are your plans for today? I’m going to be running DNA I extracted from Chilean sea bass and taking a test way later today. Hopefully it’ll go well and my group gets a lot of DNA at 1300 base pairs (this is the size of the section we amplified to see if we have it) and I hope I pass my math test. What are your favorite/ least favorite subjects? I want to know. Well I just got dropped off at my school so I’ll talk to you later by lovelies have an amazing day <3.

-Ana

Post number four lovelies lets go!!

So I can’t talk for long since I need to finish up some more work before my five o’clock class but don’t worry maybe i’ll be back on later tonight it’s a lot fun to talk to you all (even though there aren’t many people yet one or two is more than enough I love you all <3). But anyways, what are you interested in? What are some of your hobbies? I would love to know.

If you want to know some more about me here’s some information you may enjoy hearing. So if you read my last post you know my favorite band and I’m sure if you have seen the photos I have with my posts you can figure out I like photography and that I love poetry (not that I am great at it but its calming). So some things you may not know are that I actually love to draw and I currently am working on learning some different instruments such as the guitar and ocarina (I already can play the flute though it has been years since I last played). Another thing about me is I love to play badminton and I enjoy watching soccer, sometimes I play but lets just say I can’t walk down a straight path without falling on my face so soccer and me don’t always agree. Hmmmmm let’s see what else should I tell you? How about this I said before I was a college student but I never said what I was going for did I. Well I am currently a sophmore college student going for a bachelors of science before I go to graduate school for veterinary science. My specific major is Biological sciences with a concentration in biomedical science and a minor in chemistry (this is 100% why some days there is just no way to post anything). But With that I think i’ll check out and finish my work. I’ll talk to you later guys!

-Ana

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Post number three you guys<3

I’m back guys! Much sooner than I thought I would be that’s for sure. I should technically be doing home work *sigh* the life of a college student but I found this new band and I wanted to tell you guys about it because I thought they were pretty cool. Their bands name is ‘Why Don’t We’. However if boy bands aren’t your thing I love all kinds of music and can recommend other bands such as my forever favorite band Ghost Town. Their music has pulled me through some of the worst times of my life so far and always manages to make me smile hence why this blog is titled Forever a ghost at heart because I will forever be their fan. That’s off topic though this post is for this new boy band I found it’s made up of five members and they all have nice voices in my opinion so if your interested go check them out. Well that’s all for now I should probably get back to work bye bye lovelies hopefully your day tomorrow will be fang-tastic (yes this is a pun forgive me).

P.S. if you ever are looking for other bands and just want a list of them to listen to I have many more amazing bands and singers I could tell you about.

-Ana

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lets go post number two!!

So heya everyone this is my first time writing a blog. Honestly I made it so I could post pictures (I have more photos on my Instagram @fullmoon_photos13) and I also just wanted a place to express my everyday thoughts and feelings whether its through poems or journal entries. I also put my email up on here in case there is ever anything you all need advice about I’m here to listen so shoot me an email. Hopefully you enjoy my posts i’ll catch you all later.

-Ana

The Journey Begins

Well here is my first post enjoy a poem:

Like a ghost your words fade away

Leaving a hollow body behind and yet your actions are remembered

Your very memory engraved on my heart like a tomb stone that just wont crumble away

Let it crumble away

Let the dust fall

Let your memory fade

Like a ghost from its now perished body

Let your memory like a ghost fade

-Ana