Post fifteen lovelies (we should work on commenting I swear I will reply in time plus I would love to talk to you)

How is ready to have classes alllllllll day long! Not this girl I really just want to go home after my cell molecular lecture today (or you know not go because we have to present today). Does anyone else on here have stage fright? or just a hard time presenting in front of groups? The only redeeming thing about my presentation today is that I get to present with a group of people and they are all really nice and smart. One of them is actually Anissarain. So I think we will do pretty good it’s on DNA replication plus we are going to run through it again before lecture today. Wish me luck!!! (please). Hmmmm I don’t think there is anything else truly amazing going on today aside from a presentation I am nervous for. What about for all of you? is there anything exciting/ nerve wracking going on today? Oh yeah sorry the heading is so long “go big or go home” right? I can’t really go home so I may as well go big I doubt anyone is going to scream at me for a headline that’s too long. But i have to go now i’ll get back on later if I have time. I hope you all have an amazing day/night/ anytime you read this. Stay happy Lovelies.

“Love people for what they are not the imaginary mask you pretend they wear”

-Ana

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Post fourteen (dang three in a day I must be lost huh)

If you want to know the number thirteen is my favorite number and I was really excited to get to thirteen posts. I’m surprised I even got this far but it’s a lot of fun and I hope you all read my thirteen post because it means a lot to me. Well here is a poem I wrote last year:

Each beat of your heart shows your alive

Every scar you’ve ever received shows you can fight

Every tear you have ever cried shows you have emotions

Every breath you’ve ever taken shows you want to try

Every person you’ve ever met has left an impact

Every small thing keeps your heart beating

It’s a cycle and someday it’ll break but when it does know you were loved

If I were to add to this poem now I think it would look something like this now. Tell me what you think?:

Each beat of your heart may hurt

Every scar you receive may tell a story

Every tear you’ve ever shed isn’t a sign of weakness

Every breath you take is a fight to survive

Every person you have ever met may have impacted you but you control how

Every small thing can help put the pieces of your heart back together

It’s a cycle

People get hurt, you get hurt, you move on, you find yourself again

The cycle will break

And you will be left the person you desire to be

Don’t let your scars define you

Don’t let yourself become frozen

P.S. sorry the picture is a little blurry I took it on my phone and transferred it to my computer

-Ana

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Post Thirteen: thoughts or frustrations

So im back much esrlier than i thoughy i would be gotta lobe when your psychology teacher cancels class but doesn’t just email you instead puts it up somewhere else (90% of the class came to class today). Anyway i figured I would come back on and share some thoughts that maybe you don’t have but I’m sure someone other than me has.

So you know most of the time I feel ugly, fat, or like I’m not good enough but there are brief moments where I smile and I feel like that’s cute or I brush my hair out of my face and I feel like any one of those gorgeous people you see everywhere. There are moments I just feel so happy or confident in myself. It will slowly fade and I’ll feel ugly or not cute but I know in that moment I felt cute or felt happy and those moments are the moments I hold on to because nobody feels gorgeous all the time. Even people like supermodels that are gorgeous can’t feel beautiful all the time. Just know that even if you don’t feel beautiful in that moment, even if you don’t think others find you beautiful, it’s not always about your appearance it’s your personality and your actions that can also make you beautiful. So just remember even if your feeling down on yourself someone on this planet of billions of people there will always be atleast one person that finds you inexplicably beautiful you just have to find them. So don’t forget that feeling of happiness or confidence because when you smile or your happy you look a trillion times more beautiful than you may preserve yourself to be. So keep smiling and I hope I can make people smile like that someday.

Goodbye for now lovelies your all absolutely perfect in your own ways don’t forget that and realize you can have a bad day. Your aloud to have a bad day just realize just because you have a bad day or a bad week doesn’t mean you’ll have a bad life. “Dont let the clouds in your life block out the stars in your eyes because they’re beautiful <3”

-Ana

Post number twelve (wow we’re really getting places)

Good morning everyone! I figured I’d come say hey on my way to campus (no im not driving don’t worry). I had a pretty relaxed weekend i spent it playing video games or working on some assignments. Sigh so much global issues homework oh well it’s pretty much done I just have to read a couple pages for class but that’s no big deal. How was your weekend? Hopefully it was good even if you didn’t do anything extra exciting. You guys know how I mentioned the band ‘Why don’t we’d well I have one of their songs stuck in my head it’s called ‘8 letters’. Hmmm what else well today I have psychology, U.S. history, and global issues. I’m only really looking forward to U.S history not that psychology isn’t fun but the teacher could drive a puppy to drink. She just likes to repeat herself alot. Oh and a random fact about me would be that I have long curly hair and it was in a braid all night so I took it out this morning and just didn’t brush my hair cause I didnt want to have a giant afro. Maybe you didn’t need to know but now you do so enjoy. On That note I’m almost on campus so I’ll check back in again. Have a good Monday everyone ❤

P.S. it’s humid as fudge where I live I feel like I may just die (yes I had to get back on to say this)

-Ana

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Post number eleven lovelies!!!!

Good afternoon guys ❤ How has everyone’s Sunday’s going so far? I haven’t done much I’ve taken a shower worked on some more homework and I still have to work some more on a presentation my group is giving on DNA replication. Gotta love cell molecular. But on that note I have to go finish my work so i’ll chime back in later lovelies. <3<3<3

-Ana

It’s It’s It’s…Post two!

Hey guys! I’m a very curious person. I do not see the appeal in Social Media, can you guys explain it please? It seems like although some platforms are good to give opinions and keep up with old friends, it also causes a lot of pain. Having yourself constantly compared and judged, ignored and passed by, does not seem appealing to me. But then, there are billions of people out there… How do you decide, out of all those people, which ones you would give your narrative of the world to? And why would they care?

~AnissaRain

Post number ten guys<3

What’s up guys? How was your day so far? (maybe your night? I’m terrible with the time differences but what I am trying to say is how are you doing?) I am doing pretty good today. I had a couple classes, and went to a club meeting for the performing arts club today. That was pretty cool. I’m excited for more to come. Also, I drew a couple small doodles today that maybe i’ll show you. This post is mostly posted to introduce our newest friend AnissaRain! She put up her first post a little bit ago, and you should check it out. She is going to be helping me out with editing my posts, as well as writing herself. She is real sweetheart so don’t forget to read her posts too <3<3<3. Thank you! Also don’t forget to leave some comments, we would love to hear from everyone! Well I have to go do some homework but i’ll talk later bye bye.

-Ana

Post 1 ^.^

Hey guys! You know how people will say, ” You will find people who are like you”. It’s hard to fathom when you stay around the same town, do not go out much, and always stay busy. Life is funny that way. When you least expect it, you find a new friend. I can’t wait to get to know all of you! Do not be afraid to interact, and keep thinking happy thoughts.

XOXO~ AnissaRain

Post number nine guys <3

I’m on again for a few seconds I currently am listening to my friends band practice they’re really good and it is a lot of fun to listen to them. I love music and it makes me almost miss playing the flute in band. Do any of you play instruments? Um huh? I was going to write something else but I keep getting distracted by the music and so i’ll talk to you guys later why don’t you tell me about some of your favorite songs/ bands/ or instruments?

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And we’re back with post number eight guys <3

Thanks so much to anyone that read my last post. I am back and as ready to right as ever. Sorry I wasn’t on yesterday I was busy with work and group projects. But on a happier note what are you guys up to today? I have a science lab and lecture today personally. Oh!!!! I forgot to tell all of you that I got a female winter dwarf hamster her name is Lilliana (Lilly for short). Let me just tell you she is the cutest little ball of adorableness and fluff. On that exciting note I’ve got to get to class bye bye for now guys i’ll be back on later. Have a good day!

-Ana

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